I was brought into this world,
Having no doubts and knowing fears,
As I gazed into my mother’s tears,
Then there was you.
Time went by,
And I slowly learned to love,
Through denying hatred and shame,
Thinking how these things were so lame.
Thrown off track,
by bitterness and disgrace,
I wondered if I would ever find my place.
As I grew older,
My heart grew colder,
Even in times when love seemed to matter,
Seeing everyone’s pain but my own,
Then there was you.
Days, months, even years went by,
Knowing that one day,
I would fly high in your sky.
In a place where I could feel no pain,
Hoping that all my hopes and dreams, were not in vain,
Then there was you.
For a while through my challenges,
life seemed meaningless,
clouded in misery and despair,
thinking how you giving me life, was ever fair.
You promised me life,
in a world that was unforgiving,
Assuring me that by you,
I can conquer all my doubts and fears,
and all I ever had to do,
was call on only you.
So one day I challenged you,
and in a blink of an eye,
just as the days and the nights were created,
even then,
there was you.
It hits all possibilities in the human triad of relationships, God, Self, and Others.
blessin's Brotha M,
cynth'ya lewis reed
Peace.