My life has become truly a disaster
Loneliness abounds in my solemn world
The feelings of gloom intensify
I feel closer to my death every moment
Do I really have the courage to end it all
A vial of oxycodone is within my grasp
Shall I at last be brave
I need solution to this torture
Death would be wonderful
Maybe I can endure the loneliness
Or maybe I can not----
OH TONY...HOW HAPPY I AM THAT YOU SURVIVED THIS DARK TIME IN YOUR LIFE! YOU CAN LOOK BACK AT THIS TIME IN 2009 AND SEE HOW THE GOOD LORD BROUGHT YOU THROUGH YOUR DEPRESSION AND HAS MADE LIFE WORTHWHILE. THIS IS 2013! GOD HAS MADE SUCH A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE...HALLELUJAH! MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU AND STRENGTHEN YOU, MY FRIEND! THANKS FOR SHARING. LOVE, BLESSINGS AND FAITH...JOYCE * HIS INSPIRATIONS
Tony, I'm happy to see that this poem was written in the past...and also happy to see that you now express yourself by way of poetry.
Honest, real piece...and yes, inspirational, because you have shown that there is another side and another choice!
Oxycodene is never the solution when our world is turned upside down. You have to reach out to someone when you are hurting. My father was all alone and broke when he killed himself.I had to find him and I can't get over that pain. If I only knew how sad he was I would of taken him under my wing. Please don't think those thoughts of ending your life. Keep writing your feelings because the words will heal you and help heal others that feel the same way. I am always here if you need an ear. God bless you always! ~Your friend, Chessly
Yes dear Tony you can with God's help endure! Oh yes you can!
What a very powerful write I too can relate to.. Great things
are ahead of you Tony keep on going forward, do not look back!
Thanks for sharing!
Hold on, Tony. It is said that Anne Sexton gained almost 20 years in her physical life, via writing. Write. Stay in touch with me. I've been where you are. Many, many times. Trust me. Julie
Tony,
There is something that's needs to be done that ONLY you can do.
I believe it takes courage to live knowing that there are so many things in our lives over which we have little or no control.
Take charge of what you can control and see what a difference you will make in your life as well as in the lives of those around you.
Barbara Henry
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Honest, real piece...and yes, inspirational, because you have shown that there is another side and another choice!
What a very powerful write I too can relate to.. Great things
are ahead of you Tony keep on going forward, do not look back!
Thanks for sharing!
Much Love,
Margaret
P.S. Good to meet you and welcome home at AD!
Felt that way at time
But I'm to much of a coward
so I chose to to allow "time to do me in"
Peace be with you
William
There is something that's needs to be done that ONLY you can do.
I believe it takes courage to live knowing that there are so many things in our lives over which we have little or no control.
Take charge of what you can control and see what a difference you will make in your life as well as in the lives of those around you.
Barbara Henry
Love Tinka