How the f*** can I explain,

Why I caused you so much pain

Everyone was stealing me

Smoke so thick, I couldn’t see

I saw your lips, but couldn’t hear

I didn’t understand your fear

I felt your eyes pleading with me

But the smoke was thick, I couldn’t see

Trying to clear my mind by day

But at night,

the slime came out to play

I didn’t believe, they were using me

But the smoke was thick, I couldn’t see

Then through the smoke, I heard your voice

‘You’re giving me what?’, ‘A f***ing choice?’

I did not!... Have I been so blind?

I cleared the corridors of my mind

See my tears, they’re drowning me

The smoke was thick, I didn’t see

In my life you’re all that matters

I’ll work hard to mend the tatters

I’ll prove how good our life can be

The smoke has gone,

I’m here, its me!