For the Departed
I
We couldn’t come over before Auntie
Had a ton of things to do galore
Couldn’t finish early either
Got late at night when quitted
We’re all coming over right now: your niece, in-laws some
Got everybody in tow collected
Took ten minutes to your turn off
Took another ten to find right road
The fields and trees have changed a lot
The driveway doesn’t look the same
But determination prevails, your home in sight
No vehicles can I see
Hopefully put away in barn
Gates all closed and locked
Have your number cell phone in hand
Service rings seven times to “Leave Message.”
“Pickup Auntie we’re all outside by the locked gate”
“We have all come over for the visit”
“Pickup Auntie. We’re all outside by the gate.”
II
I can’t believe more, something’s missing
I can’t propose
And I never did: something pulled-out,
Thudded, like a falling tree landing
In me and through me
Like friendly feelings, and old and continuously
Like friendly feelings: with commitment, belonging, purpose, sharing
Staying, with heart and soul I feel all,
All want to gather
And scatter in place of, are thrown away
Associated flame; are incited
With parts that subsist
By property of flame. The whole of lineage toils to shape and exist,
But the gene failed in the new web of my brain
As my memory cells extended
Expanded its way; a cell jumped;
In me as I applied,
The old gene of the young mind,
Reminiscing erratic galaxies,
Family ties, lots of house-rooms filling,
Origin maps branching back,
Others of ninety degree ties,
Picked-up by small-waves, smaller
All images dotting from the placid-space
Movement of my knowing
For more web-cells: it had to be miracle-glue
Or at another place that I should attend
With alien standing, advanced age now,
In my heart a new calling, a monk’s cloak
Harboring mature souls and eternal years
Of mind-focusing, the air about me
Charged with the aggregate particles
Of energy from my body, the organ hungered
With the hymn of pockets collecting
To a symphony created,
Showing once again I had missed the calling
For kindred family, and unwittingly
Drew on kindred-lineage
For that one universal episode
III
The seven hits. For unknown origin
Each are prevailing, and I cannot avoid them totally in front
I want to know things missing
And the ages. It is fast traveling faster still
All spaces always, and while it diffuses
Inside me like radio waves, it is always seven
And never less.
And besides the sky
Unified, covering times and hits
Through relevance; besides the sky, look to see,
Body vibrating with implication
And significance:
The sky not holding in
My pathetic, rollicking
Air-headed idealistic body, its educated
New beliefs coming as I wait
All around, coming for now and newer
In some order coming a lot
Coming more coming
A lot more
Copyright 2013
Ron