Forever jumping hurdles, performing burning hoops

As time and time again, I’m caught in never-ending loops

He's back and with a vengeance, my freedom's not his plan

As hungry claws sink marrow deep, this monster's not a man.

At times, I see the tunnel’s end, all lit in glowing white

Is what I see an end to all the petty, pointless plight?

It’s not – It’s just illusion, an ogre’s laughing sneer

A ruse by gaslight, taunting me,  to elevate my fear

The years grew into decades and I’m weary, worn and tired.

The battlefield’s eternal; no rule of law’s inspired

Will God forgive my weakness while this demon grinds me down?

Can I be forgiven when my smile becomes a frown?