Suicide Letter

Verse 1-

They say we all have a special talent

Well being a bitch must be yours

You get off on hurting others

Your selfishness is all that moves you

Bridge-

Remember forgiveness

Remember forgiveness

I try to breathe through the thickness of your hate

Remember forgiveness

Remember forgiveness

My blood is all that will make you happy

And you’re not getting it

Chorus-

I’ll give you my suicide letter

Let you decide just how I should take my life

You won’t be satisfied until you end me anyway

So I’ll let you choose how I should die

My suicide letter

Lets you take my life

Verse 2-

What did I do to make you hate me?

Or is it who you see, when you look at me?

Does our father ever enter your mind?

Is it my hair color?

Body type or eyes?

Or maybe because I refuse to buy into your bullshit and lies?

Whatever it is

I need to do this

Bridge-

Remember forgiveness

Remember forgiveness

I try to breathe through the thickness of your hate

Remember forgiveness

Remember forgiveness

My blood is all that will make you happy

And you’re not getting it

Chorus-

I’ll give you my suicide letter

Let you decide just how I should take my life

You won’t be satisfied until you end me anyway

So I’ll let you choose how I should die

My suicide letter

Lets you take my life

Verse 3-

Once I’m gone you’ll be number 1

Once I’m gone you’ll have full rein

My memory will be there to haunt you

But you can brush it off and walk away

Final Bridge-

I struggle with forgiveness

I struggle with forgiveness

I know I need it to do right

But when I have to live surrounded by a monster

And unfortunately you share in this blood line

My only wish is that my eyes could be blinded

Final Chorus-

I tore up that suicide letter

I’ll only die when God says it’s time

You’ll just have to stuck with me

I don’t care if to you that’s a crime

That suicide letter was neither yours nor mine

By, Tiffany Simar

2/20/17