SPIRITUAL WARFARE

I really see that you are trying to be there for me...

and I am so tired of dealing with all this misery.

I can see the handwriting on the wall,

and all I want is to be loved and happy, that's all.

I will return the favor, I have lots of love to give,

but to the only man I will love for as long as I live.

For almost three long years I have saved myself for him

Promising God that I will not give it up on a whim.

I feel strongly for you, your words are drawing me near

the brink of telling my other friend to get the heck outta here

I won't give it to him because commitment is ‘not his bag’,

He tries to persuade me to fall, then he makes me feel sad.

I need someone who understands that love is not all in the act,

But comes from the heart and he can't understand that fact.

You must love me for my mind and my soul, be faithful and true ,

I don't trust that in him, but I can see it in you...

Loyalty means a lot so I know what I must do.

It is hard for me to confront the burden I face, its true

Been with him awhile now but I'm tired of the fight

I just want to freely love someone with all of my might.

If this is you, then I know what I must do,

Can I place my trust, my life and my soul with you?

I sit and I cry, and I stare at these four walls,

Should I trust in you, and give you my self, my all?

I pray to God that He sent you to me

To be there for us, help me be all that I can be.

Because only in that circumstance will I truly know

That you are the One and only for my heart, my body, and my soul.