My Pity Party (poem) by Ms Beeds on AuthorsDen

My Pity Party
by Ms Beeds → (All Poetry by Ms Beeds)
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How to refuse to be the goody bag at the pity party...
My Pity Party I am “THAT” friend, The one “THEY” turn to in time of need. As “THEY” seek moral absolution, Regardless of “THEIR” deeds. I have chosen not to judge. I live and let live all. Consequences by their nature, Are resultant of"THEIR" thralls. Help "ME"! – Help "US"! – A pleading I often hear – What about "ME" - I question, Do “ANY” see “MY” tears? No one cares I’ve determined. Truly - no one deigns to see, The existential breakdown Cascading within “ME”. I have fought "MY" pity party. I have drank and laughed in vain. I have masqueraded a happy face, So none must bear "MY" shame. I don’t want to bare "MY"angst. I choose not to share "MY" pain. I just want “ONE” f**king person To ask “ME” if I’m sane! I hurt – I pine – I grieve - Always alone it seems. I am so very tired – "THEIR" indifference demeans. As I once read - and by now should have known.... Laugh and the world laughs with you... Weep and you weep alone.

Reviewed by Edwin Hurdle

Reviewed on March 28, 2009

I enjoy reading this poem,take care

Edwin

Reviewed by Carin Spirit

Reviewed on October 29, 2008

I think your sanity is beyond any other, hence the dispair. In heart, I feel your pain. Warmth and Love to you.

Reviewed by Ed Matlack

Reviewed on September 7, 2008

Okay, are you sane & don't worry about pity parties, all of us have them every so often and better to whine than to cry as crying could drip water on your keyboard and that won't do your computer any good...ed

Reviewed by Linda Hill

Reviewed on September 6, 2008

Ms BEEDS,
I understand how you feel! I've known people who are very self absorbed in themselves they fail to see the things I'm going thru, or maybe they just don't care. Compassion goes a long way. Enjoyed this poem, Ms BEEDS. Keep writing!

Many blessings,
~Linda