I never knew life like this... All I ever wanted was a FAMILY...........yet, this is what I get.
Not knowing what to wake up to in the night or the next morning...
At HOME. I am here and present and in the midst of all of this chaos and uncertainty. We are adults and we have a beautiful child. There is not 1 reason in the world for this emotoinal and verbal abuse.
I hope someone hears me. I am exhausted over doing this over and over again....and he's just never happy. No matter the funds, the time, the love, new career so I can make it better for us, for our future...for OUR SON! nothing ever matters...
It's falling on deaf ears. I remain broken, frightened as I can see him breaking my dreams I have worked so very hard for! I would not wish this on my worst enemy. Love is more than this. and ... LIfe is far too short for this! God has the solution. On His time. Not mine.
