This is an existential baseball game Twi-night double-header extra innings Nobody wins but nobody to blame I lost and now must pick up my winnings
I see everybody else lost the same As me but they don't realize it yet The scoreboards are wrong whatever they say I just take the winnings of my losing And vow to remember never to bet On some insane game not of my choosing Ever again just head the other way
(Why does this sort of thing happen to me?)
I heard they won't let anybody leave That we are spectators here forever But I will dig my way out day by day Escape tomorrow or maybe never
I have to do something have to believe That there was a meaning in here somewhere And I am too exhausted now to grieve Anymore at this field of life and death Each step between swinging from here to there I offer back this heartbeat with this breath And picking up my winnings take strike three
Mary Angela Nangini's poems celebrate the richness of life and love. From the city to cottage-country and the roads in between, Nangini explores the changing seasons of her varied region. (This book will soon be reprinted in hard cover.)