"Of being good enough ultimately"

This is the Time of My Life to Live Love this one is for Sian The mother of my children recently Sent medicine by our son my namesake And this gesture of solidarity Turned out to be what I needed to take To make me able to continue my Journey with those we are connected by Recovered now reflecting I would say If I were one to be giving advice To do something like what she did today Create astonishment by being nice Nicer than someone expects you to be This is the time of my life to live love No longer interested in being Better than anyone else not above Nor beneath but here alongside as we Are and here alongside I am seeing Our transcendence seems to be the point of It the correct fit for those who live love To transcend is to care and not to care As Eliot had it and to sit still At the still point where the dance is and there Be balanced in the universal will To be at the still point turning with all To be the universe reflected small At the still point of the turning learning Seeing being transcending returning To universality forgotten And yet remembered by those begotten By love to live love universally At the still point there to be everywhere I grow old though I still find happiness Which is how I know I am still alive Nor do I think one has life left unless One can greet happiness should it arrive And know how it feels and need not explain But note the absences of fear and pain The presences of curiosity Of feeling loved of achieving success Of being good enough ultimately I am supposed to be apparently Not having died when I could have Nor even yet when I would have Apparently I am supposed to be Surviving to thrive transcendentally This is the time of My life to live love +Steven Curtis Lance Copyright MMX