a psalm

All You Ever Wanted a psalm God no matter how I turn my back on you You persist existing as you always do Always listening sometimes answering me While others refuse me as they confuse me I want to go home as much as anyone But it has been I never knew where to go And remember what they call reality Tells me I can never go there even so If I went I wonder if you would be there I want you to be and I want you to know If so I am with you there as everywhere The dream of becoming is becoming true In the now as I become as anyone Being in the now and with a soul to spare I wanted some action I wanted to be Here and here I am getting what I wished for With all the doors open and all the lights on You gave what I have but give me one thing more Spark my humanity with divinity Understanding each other we bring the dawn I want to go home as much as anyone God no matter how I turn away from you You are at the center and are always there Where all of my turning becomes returning A homecoming without going anywhere You insist on existing and that I too Embrace this experience both of us share Always listening sometimes answering me And looking back now maybe it was always That you answered me if it is you who do Those things getting done without being begun Things though in doubt I believe you know about As one who has been with me and watched me says I only noticed sometimes you were the one But that you were always there as everywhere If so I am with you everywhere as there Could it be you never turned your back on me? Spark my humanity with divinity Understanding each other we bring the dawn I want to go home as much as anyone You are at the center and are always there Where all of my turning becomes returning A homecoming without going anywhere You gave what I have but give me one thing more An open relationship bringing the dawn With all the doors open and all the lights on Lord of the earth below the sky above me In the now of our encounter face to face I experience the freedom of your grace That all you ever wanted was to love me +Steven Curtis Lance Copyright MMX