Inward Introverted and reclusive Extraordinarily elusive Once having been an extrovert Learning the hard way having been hurt Turning inward but not away Here in a Hi-Desert hideaway Learning now turning how and why I am and doing before I die Letting go and letting it be Forgiving forgetting being me Living and giving me a chance To see me be Steven Curtis Lance Seeing me being myself I See diamond stars blue velvet sky And though unseen here in between To be or not I know what I mean To be and do for the rest of My days by always my best for love Being better for having been Freeing me seeing me be again Turning inward but not away Here in a Hi-Desert hideaway Steven Curtis Lance