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What I Got / At 62
What I Got
My forebears far back as I can see
Were to their credit free spirits like me
Even when hobbled by religion
They cobbled through by curiosity
They wobbled some like some of us do
But got there in the end where they got through
The destiny of my origin
In the origin of my destiny
Choosing each other freely as they
Found themselves in each other their own way
Bound together by their tendency
To be curious but curiously
Not to blame them in time they became
Some crazy people looking for the same
Who found themselves before they were gone
Winning or losing but with what they won
They went their own way but they went on
To become something that came with my name
By the time I came along to be
Ending up with me being crazily
With something not to be gotten rid
Of unforgotten I got like they did
As what I got from my family
Something I bring that would come anyway
To the end of what has been to try
To live up to or down to it or die
Trying to be transcendentally
In the destiny of my origin
The only way out to now through then
For me has been to see how it began
Curiously again and again
Learning the way out turns out to be in
The origin of my destiny
I got through a lot so I ought to stay
For the rest of who I am with what
Is why I am how I am so why not
Do the best I can with what I got
At 62
Some people are old at 62
Others seem younger or are trying to
But turning 62 as I do
It feels pretty old having lived a lot
Getting crazier with what I got
From those who went before me as I go
Into 2017 although
Still pretty immature now even so
62 on Highway 62
At the Hi-Desert hideaway between
Life and death in 2017
When I write you though you know what I mean
Something that makes me feel like I should
Go on doing it being understood
It feels pretty old but it feels good
To be understood and understand too
What I get out of it is I get
To get to know you and never forget
Somebody gets me so I go on
At 62 still until I am gone
So here I go for another round
Knowing from going around and around
Being seeing in the in between
Love is all the meaning I ever found
The meaning between to be or not
Is the meaning between us me and you
This is what I got at 62
Steven Curtis Lance
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Love ya!
Jane