If I had all the time

then I would have planned it clear

made sure every dot and comma

it was all right there.

Yet the best plans of Mice and Men

so they say

again and again,

so where do I start

there is no one here

was not supposed to happen like this

never like that in films

you in a right mess

and there's no one here.

You know I love you all

well I hope you do

I know I seldom said it

but?

what could I do?

work and things

life and all

come on someone

I really don't wanna go,

I want my kids

my wife

where are they

I see a blue light in the distance

maybe thats they.

Its hard to breath

my eyes I cant see

is there a fire somewhere

Oh God please help me.

Blue lights here

I dont understand

where is my wife

where is she?

I am so tired

let me fall asleep

I just want to say,

if I had the----------------------------------