venting my fears.

When the light comes and through thou window breakest what flutters from the inside are the apology for sins gone passed. Hurts and emotions that died at my hands; blood shedding smoothly from the veins. Dearest secrets that have been determined change. The further fury that arouses me is what the stepping back was for. All my days have allowed me to be a fool. All my courageous rage rages outside of me; is what keeps me from being released free. I emptied my soul of my mind’s control as the flesh leads. I’d received my courage badge to cross lands that floored me just yesterday. I watched the around clown clown around for oh so long. I breathe in being defeated; waking when tired has escaped and humility sets in. Spiritual helium has gotten me high! I take a capsule of the Word every morning with my Women’s One A Day. I unite with conversations from my spirit as I listen intently for her voice. I know she’ll tell me something. I realize that for the longest time I ignored you I didn’t respect you. I hurt you. I harmed you. I obliterated you. I locked you up, and forgot to feed you. I teased you and cursed you and for that my spirit, I apologize. Change. Change that’s it. Change makes me faint. Change to your WORD, change. Change; abundance is waiting change. Change. Change now; and change without envy. I wished upon a star; me; took a chance to change; and won. Kim Wilson