Being a little cynical about any progress,
I’m a little bit indolent, as all old men are.
I don’t want to race about in a field
For a ball, which is equally round for all,
As I prefer to saunter along a poplar alley
Or a willow bank to listen to
The bird’s chirp and the children’s laughter.
Life is so precarious that when
I know something truly satisfies me,
I hold on to it tight, as a mother
Hugs her baby close to her breast
In a dark stormy night—as years go by
I start to be a little bit afraid to no avail.
I have really no desire for exploring
The South Pole or scaling the Himalayas.
When some Europeans queue up for years
To get a chance to climb up the Everest
In a accompany of a group of worth
Half a dollar’s local shepherd-guides
Whose job is to rise on the roof of the world
Every regular shift, I just think to myself,
“What ‘a race discrimination’ and
‘The world-wide fame’ we are talking about?”
When others do that, I ask sincerely,
"What do you do that for?
Do you have to go to the South Pole
To be much more than happy from that?
Or maybe you are so much naive person
Who is thinking that the human viruses
Are not yet so fatal to the poor penguins?"
Sad topic aside, I go to the movies
And theatres, sometimes, but in the core
Of my hollow heart I feel that
A real young lady’s laughter gives me
As much real enjoyment and happiness
As an imaginary beauty’s laughter
From the stage or on the silver screen.
I compare the two and I stay at home in the end.
Frankly speaking, I don’t believe that
Kissing my own wife is necessarily insipid
And that wives of the other guys
Are necessarily more pretty, sexier
And much more attractive only because
They are other men’s wives. . . In a word,
I don’t ache to reach the foot of the hill
When I’m in the middle of the deep sea,
And I don’t strive to be on the peak
When I’m at the mountain foot. At last,
I do prefer to drink what wine there is
In my store and enjoy what scenery there
As before my old but still keen eyesight.
Sandie