I am a fallen petal
inside a storm of laughter
I am a mere sound
inside a wail of sighs
I am a tear
drowning in pent-up frustrations
and you come and kiss at my feet

(my mind can't comprehend
such a foolishness, such a wasted gesture)

you say you want to be made new in me
you say you would bathe in my menstrual blood
to be cleasned in my ocean
you say I am the moon you dreamed

(such an openly desire you have)
you will place me on a pedestal

my eyes lower to your words
heavy like swollen breast on my chest

you lay covering my road
even though I say no
you bring the Sun close
so close it tickles my skin
and I smell wood burning
you say I am a vast indigo stream
as you kiss my heels

(he is King UnFutti)
and I feel ill

He rise the greens from the earth
and I lose my grip
I fall into his skies
where I open like sand dune
pulled~up cactus flowing
erupting in milky white
bursting clouds

(I am floating in confusion, like first bloom,not knowing just being it feels like first bloom)

plunging yourself in
extending further
us colliding isn't close enuf

a whirlwind of Willow branches
sprinkling from earlier storms
fload gates caved
so long yet not forgotten
they drain from my every pore
I fall deep deep into your skies
you journey through my soul
as if you've been here before

(i am outside of myself somewhere so far outside that I am no longer me I am
baby bird still basking in afterbirth hungry savagely hungry)

you are so far inside of me
my soul
that your sighs are producing
soulful cries that comes out like
morning sings
making my roots bleed
pushing yourself deeper
you spray my heart
awakening her from sleep
where secretly she dreamed
of being more than "dust tracks on the road"

(you make springtime come alive inside of me basking in my menstrual blood)

I am Queen Morning Glory
as I lay with you....sucking on my toes