LETTER TO RON

(The one you will never Read
for it will never be sent)

I KNOW WE WERE NOT COMPATIBLE

IN ANY WAY BUT ONE

YOU HAD THE KEY THAT FITTED

INSIDE OF ME

SO TIGHTLY

THE PERFECT FIT

BUT THAT WAS NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU

YOU WANTED THE "WHOLE PACKAGE"

AND I HADN'T A CLUE

WHAT TO DO

ONCE YOU WRECKED MY HEART

I THREW TANTRUMS AND SUNK

INTO THE CARNAGE

THAT WAS ONCE OUR "PERFECT LOVE"

BUT ONLY IT WAS LUST, TO YOU.

"TOGETHER FOREVER" WAS JUST A FAIRY TALE

WHERE PRINCES AND PRINCESSES FALL

EFFORTLESSLY IN LOVE TOGETHER

YOUR CYNICAL OUTLOOK COULD NEVER

ACHIEVE THAT FOR US

FOR THERE WAS NO YOU AND ME

JUST A COINCIDENCE

AND A LOVE STORY

THAT WAS NEVER TO BE

FRAUGHT WITH SUSPICION, LIES

ABOUT YOUR AGE, YOUR DISPOSITION

YOUR INTENTIONS WERE NEVER TRUE!

YOU LIED TO ME

ABOUT WHO YOU WERE

YOU WERE NEVER THE FANTASY

THE HORSEMAN I TRUSTED

WITH MY LIFE

I LOVED YOU MORE THAN ANYONE

AND LOST THE CHANCE TO BECOME

SOMEONE ELSE'S WIFE

HE PROPOSED ON A BEAUTIFUL STARRY NIGHT

IN ONE OF ENGLAND'S PROMENADES

BUT MY HEART WAS STUCK IN L.A.

EVEN MIAMI COULDN'T CHANGE A THING

BUT AS TIME GOES BY I REALISE

WHAT A FOOL I'VE BEEN

LIVING IN A FOOL'S DREAM

I'M HOPING AT LAST I CAN PUT THINGS RIGHT

BY SAYING I PUT TOO MUCH EMPHASIS ON

THAT ONE NIGHT

AT THE THISTLE MARBLE ARCH

BUT YOU FLEW BACK AND CHANGED

BACK INTO RON

TOOK OFF THE HORSEMAN'S MASK

AND WHEN I FLEW TO L.A. LATER ON

TO REUNITE WITH WHAT I THOUGHT WAS TRUE LOVE

THE MASKS OF COMEDY AND TRADGEDY

MERGED INTO ONE

RON, THE ACTOR, THE DIRECTOR THE LIAR

ALL ROLLED INTO ONE.

I WAS JUST ANOTHER PAWN IN YOUR PLAY

NOT THE LEADING LADY AS YOU DID SAY

BUT THEN THAT'S ALRIGHT

I AM A PERSON IN MY OWN RIGHT

AND YOU ARE INDEED A BLACK KNIGHT

YET I TRULY BELIEVE

ONE DAY MY PRINCE WILL SURELY COME

AND HIS NAME

WILL NOT BE RON.

(c) 18 dec 2010 Andrea Jane Williams ~ aka Priincess Andicat