19/11/2003

I don't know what to do
Where to look, where to turn,
To escape from the thoughts of you.
I don't want to hide
I want to be free
Therefore, I need to let go off you.
You might not believe me
Think these words are a joke
But I do think of you a lot.
How you hurt, and how you held me,
How you shouted, and how you whispered,
The mixed feelings of love and pain
I cannot forget how hurtful you've been
Forgiveness is there, I never stay angry for long
But tell me how could you have hurt me so?
How could you speak to me like that,
When we used to lay and listen,
To each other's breaths
When we used to kiss along to the "Gravity of love"
How sad it is that love,
Can crash down like that
Tired of the questions, so tired of many tears,
What am I feeling?
I cannot explain things.
How am I to free my soul?
I lay and look into the mirror,
I see a reflection,
I stare, and see that there's nobody there
I feel slowly as if I'm falling through the floor...
And I don't know...
If I'm flying or falling, and...
Which way do I go?