I finished that book for Ellen. It is at publication right now.
I was relieved to finish it. It was a big chore. I have already been hired to
to write another book for another lady. She says it will be a big chore also.

I have written a few more poems and a couple articles lately. Every one who knows me knows that I am a big animal and nature and children's rights activist. I do what I can to help and make a difference. My last article was on the loss of the wild as was my last poem. The groups that I am a member of are :
National Resource Defense Council - Biogems
American Humane
Wildlife Protection Association of Australia
National Wildlife Refuge Association
Defender's of Wildlife
Earthtrust- Wildlife Conservation Worldwide
Best Friends Animal Society
Salesian Mission-a childrens charity
Defender's of Wildlife-Adoption

Unfortunately I am one of those people that see humans as mostly shit.
Low morals, no standards to live by, just do as you please who cares who gets hurt all that matters is my own happiness type people everywhere.
I know that is a real downer way to look at things but I have been on the bottom of the shit bucket, the dirt under someone else's shoe one too many times to not see people that way. I try very hard and always have to teach my children differently. To care about others, that what they do does effect someone else directly or indirectly and that it matters.
Unfortunatellly, my husband is the opposite. He is the abuser. I have been under his thumb for so long., almost 17 yrs...I am done. I have no money and nowhere to go with the kids but I am done. I made my first police report a few weeks ago and it gave me a little bit of something that I have never had before. I am scared out of my mind.......
I don't know what to do now. My kids are going through this too. They are through with him also.

He keeps playing the game though. He can't ever make up his mind. But if you ask his family...I'm sure they'd say they heard we were getting divorced. Yup...becuz I'm making it happen, not him.  HAHA, Poeple are so snowed by him.

My main goal is coming up with some money right now. How and where????!! We can't be homeless.

He will go on his way happy as you please and no one will ever know what kind of animal he really is. He will leave us with nothing and that will be all.

I am almost finished with my own book, I hope it is done soon. It is taking a while. I think becuz of my emotional state, the book is emotional big time and then I am already emotional so it takes me a while to get to it most the time. I have to get it finished though.