Enthusiasm, Where has it Fled..Or Has It? 3/14/2010 10:53:10 AM
Putting this in the spiritual category because it is a reflection of what is inside of me and about the piece I am writing as well... I have been writing on 3 different books for the last year. I am serious about 2 of them. For some reason I have not been able to get myself to sit down and get them done for about a month now. It is quite frustrating..
One of the books is a book on healing, my healing and how anyone can do what I have done and continue to do. I am serious about this book, I think that I can help a lot of people with it, give hope to those who have none. I WANT to get this book finished. It is getting myself to sit down and finish it that seems to be the problem. I always find something else that I can do or needs to be done. It is maddening.
Horace got back from Iraq and I felt the need to rebuild on our bond, to strengthen it, to remind him that I am here for him and always will be. That has taken precedence over everything to me. Our relationship is special, unique, and with him being gone the way he was, we needed the time to keep that bond as it should be. What we have is amazing and I truly believe it is something that only comes around once in your lifetime..if you are lucky, twice. Nothing means more to me that my kids and my husband. But now, we are unbreakable, untouchable.. and it is time to finish my book.
I was worried that maybe my enthusiasm had left me, but I believe it there, just buried beneath other important matters, and I know I can just reach down inside me and pull it forward. I am what I say I am, do what I say I can do, and that is anything and everything. My mind speaks what I tell it to and what is acceptable to me, so therefore what ever is done by me or is around me, is according to what my mind speaks.
I will EFT and mind release a bit and get to it.... then I will post when the book is finished and where it can be found. Horace is proud of my writing, loves my words and I love making him proud as I do myself..:)
