I went to Wimberley today to work on the business I am helping my mom start. It has been a long day. I saw C**** on the way and I got physically ill to my stomach.

I had nightmares all weekend about him doing things to my girls. I woke up freaking out twice.

I don't know why..I guess just becuz I know how manipulative he is and how he gets what he wants.
I was just sitting here thinking about how he is dedicating all kinds of songs to Stephanie. Making her believe how much he 'loves her'. It's one of his M O's, [that's how I know what he is doing] he sings you songs and says that they are how he feels about you and they are so romantic and he makes it so sweet. I guess he blinds you to his ugly face like that. And then forget the lovemaking that it brings about...yuck! He doesn't know what he is doing. He is awkward and eneven and lacking in all ways. I was never satisfied in 17 yrs. I just was thinking about that and couldn't help writing it. I have needed to for a long time.

 The girls are devastated by his lack of caring. He even turned off Krystalens phone. He got upset becuz Savannah had my sister ask him for some $$. He didn't give her what she needed and she cried all through 2nd period. He is a horrible father and doesn't deserve these girls. They are too good for them. He doesn't give any child support right now either. So, anyways, he got upset becuz he had called Krystalen's phone to find out why Savannah needed $$ and ofcourse she didn't answer but she was upset hearing his voice so I called and ofcourse he won't answer for me and I left him a message telling him to stop calling them that they didn't want to talk to him and would call them when they were ready. So he turned off the phone.

Worthless piece of dung!!!!!!! I have decided that if this girl stays with him and has a baby with him then she soooo deserves what she gets...after all she got involved with a married man. I tell you...she doesn't want to see me. She is helping to add to my kids pain and that pisses me off!!!!!!!! Forget being afraid of my sister!!!!!

They better stop hurting my girls or there is going to be a problem. I won't be pushed around and abused by this creep anymore.