All that matters to me is living the life that I was meant to live. That means writing!! Being a big time writer. Ofcourse my kids are a more important factor to me but if I'm doing what God intended we are all happy.

The words flow from me. I don't even have to think, they are just there. As long as I'm not dealing with all the stress from C****, who is gone now, my imagination flows like a fast moving river.

I need the one big break. I pray that the right publisher comes along for my 1st book. Everything will be ok then.