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More thoughts.... 1/28/2005 7:44:45 PM
I can't believe that it is almost February already. My favorite time of year is spring/summer. I love watching everything come to life again. From baby animals frolicking in the pastures or new buds blooming on a winterized tree. All these things that my eyes have looked at for almost 28 years, yet only in the last few have I become truly amazed by the whole thing.
I guess I took life for granted for so long. Now I see it differently. I have come to the realization that I need positivity in my life. If I have things around me that always bring me down, then I will stay down. Nobody seems to understand what I mean by that. If you have someone thinking negative or speaking in aggresion all the time, you begin to pick up those traits.
I will agree though that changing my negative ways hasn't been easy. It's not something that just happenes over night. You have to be awear and justified in what your telling yourself.
I had to eject alot of people out of my life, they were all negative. Never being able to see a good thing in anything. The glass was always half empy rather then half full. It brings you down after a while. Something good has to go on some where in a week's span.....even if it's just a smile someone gave you.
I used to be the most negative person, but it became clear to me that, that way of thinking was pulling me away from my life's purpose. So it needed to be changed.
Now, because of coming to that conclution, everything in my life has changed.
My relationship first and fore most was saved. Then I began to see that I was saved. I like it this way better.
I have no time for negative anymore. I have my days as everyone does, I just really try and see the good in things rather then always finding the bad.
