Well, all though Tyler has been gone now for......one month and 23 days......I seem to be taking it very well I must say.

SInce he's been gone, I have started writing again, to keep me busy, and so maybe I might not miss him so much....(doesn't work that well)

I will be going up for a vist for the Easter long week-end, I am really excited about that. I might go up there for a bit myself, maybe two or three months, just to work and make money. The wages out in Northren Alberta are insaine!! I mean Tim Horton's pays $20/hr!!

Yup, so I might go and work up in the camps....it's union and it pays really really good.

I am scared though.....Northren Alberta......ok.......for Tyler, I will.

Things are changing in our life really fast.....I can either ride with it...or fight it. ...I think I would rather go and see what's out there.....hang out with Tyler for a while....see a new place....what this year will hold for us, I don't know. I do know that I miss him alot, it's killing me living without him and as soon as I can, Im gonna marry him.

Maybe that's why I have been writting so much.....there is so much going on....ahhhh the joys of life eh!!

Well, I am off to bed now....another night....tomorrow if it's sunny...I would like to go get some good produce and make a really great dinner. I think maybe a veggie pasta of some kind...mmm.

Ok well on that note....have a great night.