Well, as each day passes, it becomes more and more clear to me that I have to go to Alberta. I have an interview at the hospital there. It's only going to be over the phone for now but as soon as I go there I am hoping that they will want to meet with me. Its for a transcriptionist position. Something I would be really good at. I can type, and  I love medical terminology.

I can't help but be scared. I hate to let go of things, and that is all I seem to be able to think about, is all that I will be giving up, rather then what I will be gaining. I have so much to gain by going out there. Just to be with Tyler is enought for me. Then the possibility to work a job I would love.....this seems to good to be true....yet with some hard work I know it can be done.

My dad is even behind me on this one. He and Anne also had to move into the middle of nowhere....for the work, and the great pay, it was enough to start their life with.

I just want to own my own house. That to me would be more then I thought would ever be possible in my life time. I will do what  I have to in order to make this dream, a reality.

Well on that note, one more night has come and gone.....only 22 days till  I get to see my love....I can't wait.