There comes a time in everyone’s life, that changes take place, to prepare you for what ever may lie ahead. They are scary.......to give up things that have become a part of your life.
The thought of moving to Alberta is daunting. There is a part of me that is scared out of my mind. Yet there is this feeling that rests in my heart, a feeling that is telling me that I have to go for it. For my sake, for Tyler’s sake....for our life, and what could be the one chance to make something of it.
Some people in my life, they just don’t get it. They think that I am giving my friends and family up for money. That’s not at all how it is. I have to make sacrifices in my life, this is just one of them.
Everything is changing so fast, life just picked up speed and I am on a ride. The destination at this time and day is unknown, but I bet it’s going to be good. I bet that Tyler and I are going to work hard to make sure we have everything we need.
I get excited at the thought of spending the rest of my life with him, even though some people make me feel guilty for having found this happiness. I wish this person had someone in their life, that they could share such feelings with.
Our relationship didn’t just happen, it was 10 years in the making.
We just about lost it a couple of different times. It was not a smooth sail to say the least.
But we got through it, we rose the challenge, and broke the odds that were piled so very high against us.
Each day that passes is another page added to our story, this is just the beginning. How will the story unfold? Only time will tell for sure....
Well, I got up early today, had an emotional day with one of my best friends and now I feel like I am exhausted. The hot bath I just had was no help....YAWN!!
To all a good night.
