I feel myself fading slipping away Perhaps it will not be necessary After all as I thought after the fall For me to commit suicide someday As gradually I slip out of me
The restraint which has kept me here this long The question of my culpability My blood on my own hands becomes less strong As I do and begins to fade with me
On dreadful websites whenever I say Anything about not wanting to live The judgmental mockingbirds come chirping "Just die! Go ahead! You ought to be dead!"
Blindly anonymously usurping Nature and nurture nor will they forgive Me their misperception that I am gay Would that I were had never known her nor The others I once thought I would die for
Forget me I just need to get away And die only for me: no one no more
Dark write Steven...and hey don't pay attention to assholes...like that...when ever you like to talk...I maybe a piss off..but a good listener too! Show them the middle finger as a "ZAPPER" and laugh in their face my friend!!
It is good to express one's feelings and to share them with others, Stevie. Just ignore the "negative" and stick with those who love you. Love, peace, and strength to you. Regis
Reviewed by Katy Walsvik (Reader)
Reviewed on July 8, 2005
Collapsing me is becoming a habit, I see, Stevie. I can handle it, if reading such fine poetry and such warm comments is the cause.
Your alliteration lends so nicely to the rhythm "Nature and nurture nor will they forgive..."
Oh, and it sounds like you may need 'katy's lecture #329 on suicide. I have the script handy... you stay alive and I'll get it. Don't move!
I just found a new friend... don't be doing yourself harm. Got it?
(and stay away from those "dreadful websites") Ahem... 'you have poems to write before you sleep... poems to write before you sleep...' (Sorry, Mr. Frost) katy xox
A dark write my friend but not without hope, I think your refernces to past loves, inferred sexuality by others and peer support say a lot that you know what is best for the future and it is not death at least not by your own hand.
Felix
Reviewed by Jerry Bolton (Reader)
Reviewed on July 8, 2005
Aw, yes, you saiy that, but you need us and those of your peers around you when you decided to die, otherwise you would be silent, Steven. You are too much of a pragmatic (I think) to be thinking that way.
The second book in the telepathy series. It contains more ways for the up and coming telepathist to experiment with the sending and receiving of thoughts and is at the end of the story about future telepathy people found unexpectedly chosen by the go
A way to use your mind for silent communication. Speaking about the methods in the book I have used since a young age.
21st Century learning. I also have a GoFundMe page to ask for funds so I can research with other people and add their experiences
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Love and Warm Hugs Tinka
Your alliteration lends so nicely to the rhythm "Nature and nurture nor will they forgive..."
Oh, and it sounds like you may need 'katy's lecture #329 on suicide. I have the script handy... you stay alive and I'll get it. Don't move!
I just found a new friend... don't be doing yourself harm. Got it?
(and stay away from those "dreadful websites") Ahem... 'you have poems to write before you sleep... poems to write before you sleep...' (Sorry, Mr. Frost) katy xox
Felix
Dig in deeper
Lest not be judged-etc...
Find comfort tonight in Mr. Noodles
Feel his warmth - fill you-
We all care! Hugs,SheeeOXO
good one Steve.
keep up the good work.
peace',
Rich Criso Suarez
Who cares what others think.
Most poeple suck and rot.
Jennifer:)