Admitting It

for you-know-who-you-are

Whoever I am whoever you are
Whatever we might have been supposed to
(Or expected to) be in any case
I think I have already gone too far
To find my way back now successfully
Back to whatever imagined safe place
I might have known before you looked for me
Maybe my place after all is with you

Some say there are no accidents and they
Keep having their accidents anyway
But it never felt accidental when
You sought me and found me in spite of my
Resistance although it was futile then
And even after admitting it I
Kept looking for better ways to deny
I love you in spite of myself:

I do
Love you

+Steven Curtis Lance



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