"As if not denied but only delayed"

I found love but lost it along the way Gone the wrong way because I was afraid And in the ambiguity between In incongruent continuity A sense of suspense in a ready state Somehow alone now I wonder someday As time keeps returning a steady rate Of return when the time to turn has come About love if hypothetically And if it should be that I could find some As if not denied but only delayed And as if someone could know what I mean As if not too late for a turn of fate To lose love but find it along the way The long way when always is in between Tomorrow and yesterday only when Today is the only now and again Fate turned away once and left me for dead After the universe turned for the worse To turn out for the better anyway As if it had to turn worse than it was Turning around and returning instead As if from behind to come out ahead And turn out for the best then when it does +Steven Curtis Lance Copyright MMXI