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for Alexander and his Stylistics Class at Aklan Catholic College
in Kalibo in Aklan in The Philippines
I
Not quite sure of heaven though quite so of no hell
I might not be right but I am anyway
Coming from there now knowing how it was not here
Being here between there and then to do as well
As I can before tomorrow after yesterday
Here and now where and when I am to do today
Not quite sure forever though quite so of here however
Where it seems to me the thing to do is be
Today the best I can transcending cant and creed
That I never wanted haunting all I ever need
When I am being here now not to be in fear
Past at last regretting not forgetting to forget
Letting go and getting it getting on with it
Not quite sure forever though quite so of now (or never)
II
A lot may come between later and now
Life happens and because it does is how
It is with us we never know but go
On with the show as all we ever know
In it together we may as well be kind
But I for one of many find it fun
To find out as I go like anyone
Who learns not to try to control the role
But face and embrace my part with my heart
Whether or not it may make sense to my mind
I take my chance as Steven Curtis Lance
The role of a lifetime so on with the show
III
Eating and excreting through their fleeting folly here
The fearful and uncheerful the frumpy and the grumpy
Go through their motions by emotions dying of fear
The folly of their fleeting their bleating and their cheating
Is how they feel that everyone now must be afraid
The way they are though solid be so stolid be so staid
Somehow in their unreason in their mad season they
Feel they should be in charge of things and this brings me to say
I refuse their yesterday as I choose my today
An open mind by hope may find what one unkind may miss
Something beautiful so dutiful I tell you this
Between us and I mean us we they have not made afraid:
Refuse to be these people who by steeple or by rote
Insist now we must choose them just refuse them and go vote
Steven Curtis Lance
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