What to me may be what may be And what may be as maybe me Rising to fall through what I call Paradoxical transcendence My happy ending after all May be I may be me maybe Descending to my ascendance Sometimes it gets to be time now to know And then to get it and so to let go Of before and after to be between Falling to rise I realize The only right way is the way I go how I go now and so I may as well keep going though I go if I go anyway And if I am to go awhile I may as well go in my style When you and I both know then what I mean Any of many loved and lost and who Lived through it as you and I try to do I grow how I am going and Though downward now I understand And mark how my trajectory This arc my spark glows in the dark Across the sky is how I fly However I may be as I Transcend paradoxically Sometimes a time comes to be timelessly To be between for this moment be free Of before and after now how we know And then the trick to make it stick Is when I go then go so well That down or sideways heaven hell Or perfect purgatory of Existing when insisting then Becomes a victory of love Though falling so I rise again How to tell who fell here and now to feel It all and fall a falling star as real As it gets as we get it now we know A time like now maybe how I may be Free and transcendentally Who gets to let go between and be free By paradoxicality Steven Curtis Lance