I tried for years to make it work
To be friends and just talk
I’m tired of starting
all my letters with “I’m sorry”
How can I repent
for things I’d done as a child
Did you ever know
how unloved you made me feel
That I never talked about you
the way others kids did
To grow up feeling distant and alone
Never quite fitting in
I was always seeking your approval
But never getting it
Emotional scars run deep and long
I swore I’d never repeat the past
Many mistakes I’ve made since then
My kids forgave me my sins
We’re more friends
than parent and child
Why couldn’t we be like that
Why must things be so hard
I love you mother dear
Whether you love me or not.
Greetings pretty lady,
Somewhere I read that into each life a little rain must fall, but sometimes it's more like a cloud burst. Sorry for your pain but I know from experiance that pain makes us stronger when we are able to work our way through it. may God bless you to continue to share both your hurts and joys in this forum. Thank You - Vic
there is always some good from bad
lets look at you reletionship with your kids
indirectly your mother made you bond stronger to your kids by not showing you the love you were searching for.
but also keep in mind there are other ways of showing love and feeling love
it is possible you weren't seeing the signs she was sending because you were looking for different signs
Reviewed by sketchman
Reviewed on September 25, 2002
Your Mom loves you, but like my Dad he could never say I love you. Thanks for sharing Dee..
some just dont get it...do they? but you have done fine cause of being friends with your children...i like the emotion this shows.very fine.
Reviewed by La Belle Rouge (Reader)
Reviewed on September 24, 2002
Cut me to my heart, I understand all too well this pain. Excellent work!
Reviewed by Lady Peg (Reader)
Reviewed on September 24, 2002
Dee,
heartfelt pain in this one seen this one..
before.. very sad....
Peg
Reviewed by Deirdre Barringer (Reader)
Reviewed on September 24, 2002
This is sad and heartfelt, and wonderfully written.
Reviewed by Kate Clifford (Reader)
Reviewed on September 24, 2002
This is a very heart touching write and one that touched me deeply. Been there. The bright side is that what we have not recieved we can give to others and it is our children that benifit.
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Somewhere I read that into each life a little rain must fall, but sometimes it's more like a cloud burst. Sorry for your pain but I know from experiance that pain makes us stronger when we are able to work our way through it. may God bless you to continue to share both your hurts and joys in this forum. Thank You - Vic
will she get to read it?
lets look at you reletionship with your kids
indirectly your mother made you bond stronger to your kids by not showing you the love you were searching for.
but also keep in mind there are other ways of showing love and feeling love
it is possible you weren't seeing the signs she was sending because you were looking for different signs
heartfelt pain in this one seen this one..
before.. very sad....
Peg