Paint me but don't paint me in, I'm more than your thoughts define.  The surface of me you address with mountains of meaning unspoken yet. 

I Am what I Am yet who I am is everchanging.  If you are counting on me to fit within the limits of your minds expectations based on past moment in time with me, or who you think  or feel I should be, than disappointment and confusion will leave you wondering just who I Am, even though we are the same.

Who and how we are develops, expands changes and like the weather, based on our minds meditations, our contemplations, our focus of intention and our emotions at the time.  So how can you expect me to feel the same as I did moments or years ago when life has brought new experiences with each breath to gleen new wisdoms of our potential, our differences and our mirrored reflections?  

What we are is intangible, immortal, and never changing.  When I come from what I am, and not who I am or from others expectations than I am free to respond from the love, joy, peace, and truth, that lives within me, fearlessly.  When I come from expectations... well, that can be unpredictable, because like you, who I am in truth and that which you may expect of me is a projection, a con-ception, molded and shaped from the energy that surrounds me so... 

When you see me at my best, confident, joyous, excited about life, at peace and secure in my own personal truth than I Am what I Am,  If I'm anything else than this than I've forgotten where I come from and lost touch with who I really Am and by this I am being of dis-service to you and to myself and this neither of us deserve.  

We can't give another what we haven't given ourselves or allowed ourselves to receive from Mother/Father God first. How could we when it's their love that we're expressing? I've come to find that love is richest and most fulfilling when I give it with no expectation and the freeness that my soul feels at those times is a high that's indescribable. , Each time we choose to stay centered in love for self regardless of how another responds than we're untouchable, unbreakable, and beyond conditions. I'd rather show love by being real and expressing what I truly feal good, bad, or indifferent than to allude you with false perceptions cause...

 I can only be what I am, though who and how I Am is everchanging.  



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