Shame
 
1 a) : a painful emotion caused by consciousness of guilt, shortcoming, or impropriety b) : the susceptibility to such emotion
2 : a condition of humiliating disgrace or disrepute
 
I hang my head in shame
Number 1 and Number 2
Wishing I could truly hide from you
So as not to cause anymore pain
 
But I keep remembering so many moments
Like when you were sitting in the chair
And I was lying on the bed all feverish and cold
You kept turning up the heat and I kept shivering more
I was looking at you, staring with all my might
Memorizing your face
In case I never saw it again
You were typing on the keyboard
Speaking to me in your soft gentle voice
And then you glanced up
As I felt my face flush
You realized my eyes were embracing you
With the look of love you held my gaze
And our eyes touched
I wanted to cry
And pour out my love
I wanted to wrap my arms around you
And hold you for the rest of my life
 
Just one of many memories I have
As I looked at you, looking at me.
Thank you for letting me know that I was loved.
I love you my darling...forever.