Still needing to express myself:
The tears come now unwillingly.
Will you ever make me happy again?
Will I ever be able to smile because of you?
Will you hold me and let me be with you?
For everything we've been though,
I still feel this amazing connection,
I still feel pain of hurt with this loss.
But is it truly a loss?
Or can I get you back?
I need to know your insight on all of this.
I need to know how you feel.
The simple truth of it all is
I love you, Andy.
Jack