Being forced to lay down, my pain
doesn't care about feelings at all,
or my plans already made,
Burst appendix makes me feel so small
Like brief pictures, life drifts by
blood work, CT scan, Morphine and I.V.
I thought I was pretty strong
laying helpless is not a sight to see
Around me are others groaning
with their own private Hell,
knee surgery, bowel problems and more,
I feel compassion for those I don't know well
I know Jesus never leaves or forsakes me
just wish He would heal us all tonight,
being set aside, re-arranged my priorities
above me, my bed is flooded with light
Another nurse needs to check my B. pressure
so dark outside, says " try to sleep"
pain hurts me, my travelling companions too,
when she is gone I silently weep
I've found God's Grace even here
I suppose like Job I could ask why?
but suffering is part of the human race
I'm sure my Guardian Angel does sigh
In time I'll pass throught this valley
God's Word and presence still comforts me,
tho I look the same, desires have changed,
I believe God's will here shows my ministry
To re-enter the world once I'm fine
being a comforting heart to a wounded soul,
the view from a Hospital bed shows me,
be a Bridge of Love to others I know
Anna
I'm sorry to hear you suffered through this...
Sending healing light Dark...
Love and Light
Lily