There are times in this life when my smile is real.
My eyes shine with mirth to express my zeal.
I walk much lighter with a carefree step.
The commitments I make are all proudly kept.
People are drawn to my own inner light;
I'm like a beacon they follow even out of sight.
These are the moments when I am most proud,
To help those around me let go of their doubt.

Then there are days when the reverse is true .
I hide under covers feeling quite blue.
I worry and stress about all that might be,
Forgetting the NOW that I practice with glee.
What can I do to make this moment count,
When bills and debt seem hard to surmount?
I sit down and write all my thoughts to inspire,
Words dancing on pages as my mood transpires.

Soon the creativity brings light to my heart.
I am ready to begin all the tasks I must start.
I look forward to the challenge of who I will be.
As I radiate with gratitude for all to see.
I'm excited and scared as I plan out my dream,
Aware of the pieces and parts of my scheme.
I let go of perfection as it gets in my way.
My smile is real for the success of today.