What if…?
What if there was no nine eleven?
Would I ponder so much about heaven?
What if my life hadn’t changed?
Would my travels have so far ranged?
What if I hadn’t met a certain few?
Would I today know any of you?
What if my life had remained the same?
Would I be querying the self as to my being sane?
What if Rufuz did not come to live with me?
Would I be anymore or less happy?
What if my life had gone in a different direction?
Would I still over the old get an erection?
What if I did not take anti-depressants?
Would I be alive right now to answer these questions?
What if I did allow old thoughts that I should not have,
Overtake me and allow me to do things I should not do?
What if I did just run away?
What would happen then I cannot say…?
© ed ~ 1/26/05
Thanks for being one of those "What if's" that I have met to make me cope and laugh!!
Love Tinka
Big Guy
You should make more of them
They seem to truly
bring out the poetic master that you really are
William .....Peace Brother
Take care,
Sherry
My favorite one is: What if my first wife had agreed to re-locate to Seattle with me because of a job I had accepted there? We would probably have still ended up divorced, but I would never have met Rebecca, or any of the animals that I have now.
Mind-boggling stuff, my friend.
Even if all your questions don't get answers...keep taking
the meds...like I do. "What ifs" are the bane of the writer's
life. What would we do without them?