I’ve never told you about Claire, he said
And I paused in watching him work his
Magic on a grandfather clock, remembering
The old photograph in a locket he had shown
Me once, a locket of tarnished gold.
No, I answered, you never have, but I
Would hear of her if you don’t mind,
And the Watchmaker smiled as he fished
In the front pocket of the patched-up old
Pair of work paints he sometimes wore.
I found myself watching his hands again
As I often did when he worked, and marveled
That so much grace could still lie within
These twisted fingers, so many years of precision
Honed over countless twilit hours.
I spoke to you once about time, the Watchmaker
Said, that old tarnished locket now in his grasp,
Swinging like a pendulum on its fine silver chain
As he held it up for us to gaze upon, his yellowed
Eyes dancing to and fro as it slowly came to rest.
I made no answer because he expected none, but
Stood silent as he had just begun his tale with a
Reminder of the nature of time, and how quickly
It can lead us back to dust if we don’t slow those
Minutes down by filling them up as best we can.
He nodded, Aye you remember well enough, and
Could he gauge my face so well this old man, that
My thoughts should be read so easily? Yes, I
Realized that perhaps he could, and on the heels of
This came the knowledge that I had grown to love him.
My time has been long-too long!-but hers was
Much too short, he continued, this master of a
Dying art and writ across his care-worn face I
Saw a score of tales left unspoken, and I grieved
To think that I would never have the chance to hear them.
The Watchmaker paused then said, love is the devils
Advocate on the nature of time, the wild card that
Determines its course, because it lies at the heart of
All things human and, if a heart is broken, those hours
Slow to a crawl, but that first kiss is gone much too soon.
So it was with Claire, that first kiss there and gone,
Her hands on my shoulders while she stood on her
Toes, the warmth of those lips pressed against mine
And the clean smell of her skin washing over me
Beneath a long-ago harvest moon.
Ah, lad, but it was etched across my mind then
And forever, her laughter like a symphony of
Possibilities as she pulled away in that mist-covered
Night to leave me standing among the willow trees,
Alone but rediscovered as she ran back home.
I had been staring at the locket he still held between
Us, lost in that long ago grove, when it started to
Tremble on the chain that bound it, just the smallest
Bit, like a leaf in a dying breeze, or a young mans
Heart when his love draws near with eyes half-closed.
Well, the Watchmaker said, his old-mans voice not
Quite steady as he suddenly turned to face his cluttered
Table, hiding the locket away from whence it came,
Well, there is still work to be done and daylight is
Wasting, but he just stood for a moment bowing his head.
Back still to me, he drags one thin arm across his eyes
And I say nothing at all of the single tear that I had seen
Running down one grizzled cheek before he had turned
Away, because sometimes words are meaningless when
A heart is still broken, no matter how many years have crept by.
So I stood in silence as the Watchmaker went back to work
END
“The Watchmaker (revisited)