Two Wraiths in a gust in between frames with a Third
......was it when i bumped into you last
.............a little put out by the awkwardness
........something not willed....not even by chance
who knows an air of Oh please spare me the excuse
eyes darting from cheek to contorting lips
........the turning breeze curling into your bitten bud of an ear
......expiring burnt breath
..........just the intimate release of breathless control
shifting feet...somewhere in some other film frame
......a door closing creaking in the soft amber sheen
of the flickering street lamp
...................................................was it in another slot
..of time held in some half-remembered patched-up reel
footsteps slap quick-shuffled the soundtrack dragging the heels
...........................................................The Third Man
down wet cobbled stones claroscuro classic
.......................withholding comment
no time to grasp even the outstretched hand
....a finger or two trailing no the index thumb and Mount of Venus
ever so lightly alerting the eyes yet for a fractured second
...............averting eye-contact slicing presences
or was it just that i wished to overlook the rebuff
....thwart the unkindest cut into my roiling belly juices
.......................................the day you took careful aim
for some slight...some mite of a pain.......complaint
........a moment so gossamer thin so ephemeral no trace lingers
...in the wind-swept thrusts of the pulse in the brain
........does one hesitate in the accusing hour
an old sagging man cap in hand wordless and wan
.......hardly daring to lift lame will and sorry self
for once the back is turned ........no thoughts
................of humped puffing breath bathing the cheeks
the lips the bacteria baked unbrushed stench
and the less than hoped-for wish trailing aghast
.....when next we stumble and slip
...............................................from one another's grasp...
From your words I can imagine the scenario well. Going to a place and a meeting that is the stuff of legends. That's why I like to peek in on what is going on here, but I would not venture to join in at my peril.
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