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How Do You Like Me Now?
by Barbara Lynn Terry → (All Poetry by Barbara Lynn Terry)
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Women never get mad, we just get even. LOL.

© 2008 by Barbara Lynn Terry

 

 

How Do You Like Me Now?
by Barbara Lynn Terry

You always thought of me
as the son I could never be.
You always wanted me to play
rough and tumble ever day.
You kept telling what a good boy I was
that made me want the puke.
You always told everyone with pride,
"This is my son" and I'd want to hide.

You sent me away when I was twelve,
saying I needed help to delve'
into the masculine ideal
you formed in your mind I should be.
Then you shunned me, disowned me,
and left me to my own devices
to fend off my abusers vices.

Then you let me come back home
thinking I had been helped in a way
that would make me a man.

But what you didn't know, is that
being sent away only made me
stronger and more determined
to achieve my life's goal
to be this girl in me
making my life complete and whole.

It has taken years mother to get to
where I needed to be then,
and now I am on the road that
you tried so hard to destroy.

I live my life now as the woman
I should have been allowed to
grow up to be and I hope that you
can see this is who I have to be.

You tried to destroy this female goal,
so all I have to say to you now is:
How do you like me now, mother?


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Reviewed by 000 000 (Reader)
Reviewed on November 16, 2008
I understand different. As long as you have a love for our LORD, you will survive. Be kind and pray for your mama....she needs it!
CarolHawks

Reviewed on November 6, 2008
Barbara I am sorry of your strained relationship with your Mother, I will pray she stars seeing you for you, and that all the walls and barriers built up get knocked down
In Christs Love
Michelle~

Reviewed by m j hollingshead
Reviewed on September 21, 2008
thought provoking read

Reviewed by Tinka Boukes
Reviewed on September 9, 2008
Just be true to yourself my friend!!

Love Tinka

Reviewed by Morning Star
Reviewed on August 30, 2008
So much pain and resentment and my heart goes out to you
Believe it or not I can relate to this poem!
Is easy to forgive but so hard to forget
It never stops hurting
But you must give them a second chance,
life is to short, I agreed with Sandie advice!
Peace Love and Light...and hugssss...Morning Star

Reviewed by Sandie May Joyce
Reviewed on August 25, 2008
Hi Barbara:

I still sense a lot of pain and anger in this write. I hope you will sort out your feelings toward your mother soon. Both of you need to compromise one another. Afterall, life is short; and happiness is what we make of it. It is not good to always live in resentment. You are your own person, your mom gave you life, but she doesn't own your life, and your don't owe her explanation for your life. If you two can compromise and at least become friends, life would be so much more enjoyable.

I, myself, had lived through most of my life in resentment because I was sent to live with my grandparent from birth 'til about 7 years old. I always thought that my parents didn't love me, when in fact they did. I only found that out at a much much later on in my life, and time that should have been happy was wasted. It is always nice to have a mom, even if you regard her as a friend, it is okay. My mother was not much of a mother while I was growing up, but as she gets old, we've found valuable friendship in one another. That's what life is all about. Nothing is too late if the person is still alive. Go for it!

Love to you always,

Sandie Angel :o)

Reviewed by Linda Hill
Reviewed on August 25, 2008
Barbara,
Be true to yourself!

God bless,
~Linda

Reviewed by Felix Perry
Reviewed on August 25, 2008
Another open heart out pouring that I know still cries with the pain of wanting a mother who could have accepted you as you were. You know Barbie, I wonder if in hindsight now she could go back in time would things have been different. Not making excuses but so little was known or understood years ago and so much less acceptable by society. Regardless I am glad you survived and florished and became the women you are today.
Fee

Reviewed by Dawn Anderson
Reviewed on August 25, 2008
Powerful, real...as Regis said...good for you! You can teach much.

Reviewed by Regis Auffray
Reviewed on August 25, 2008
Sincere, honest, and powerful are these verses. Good for you, Barbie. Love and best wishes,

Regis

Reviewed on August 25, 2008
Powerful and poignant; painful to read. I pray that you can learn to forgive your mother, or better yet that your mother can accept you as you are. If she can't, then she's the one who has the problem, NOT you. Very well penned, Barbara; keep on writing!

(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :(


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