Somehow walking turned into trotting

trotting into jogging, therefore we knew

in the long run where the rest left us, alone.

Yet again we still did not want it to define us !

We cannot let it make us, take us,shake us,

nor make us into what we

cannot afford it to turn us into,

lonliness, is all we now knew, hurt is all

we will now know!

Isn't it funny how hard the lessons we do not want

to learn or face but ending up having to face anyway,

and sooner than we would like to have had to ,

are right before our eyes all along!

If only someone could have only been there to have pointed them out ,

or to have shared the experience with you immediately,

only then would or could you have possibly gotten help sooner

to maybe have had an earlier resolution if at all possible.

Seeing how the lonliness runs so far, I am not so sure I would want it

Nor would I be tempted to keep it, It tends to pull you deeper an deeper

into a viscious cycle of utter lonliness, I know I am not keen on wanting

in my life. I am happy with family, friends, and a life in general!!