Shy, she is not the most
forthcoming
of your inner sirens
these sylvan sisters
of your goddess soul
languouring by various
pools of self
dark for vision
opalescent grey of thought
rampant red of rushing
This shy sister
resides in the verdant arbor
beyond the garden
of your apparencies
responding only to
the most delicate queries
disguised as caresses
For even to begin to speak
directly with her
(a rare and sublime conversation)
one must be prepared
to travel as a snail south
and know the humble tongue
of a lover's question
Yet there are other passages
to her limpid lair
though each invokes
not the safe-cracker's touch
but enough palpating hum
(and listening)
to chart the epidermal flush
with eyes closed
This subterranean sibling
of the finest senses
is the hidden queen
of many more appurtanent
princesses
Each of whom must first
be addressed and adorned
by silken embraces
humid compliments
until all conjoin into
a royal orchestra
prepared, attentive
to the upraised baton
to begin the fugue
transformed into
complete concerto
engulfing the pianissimo
entre con spirito
For, at the moment
she emerges
throwing aside the deep red
hood of hidden-ness
she is magnetized
to bring the dance
right to her
petite footsteps
en pas de vivre
Her shimmering moment
carried along by
shivering chords
until that cymbal clash
silences all
in one grand
rigorous mortis
But even this is still
not the secret sibling
just her disguise
For she arrives as quickly
and as fragile
as an arctic bloom
one moment past
the midnight sun
carried on the silver cloud
of that one
great sigh
Your eyes finally open
having internalized
the collapse
of another day's regime
ready to elect
a new minister of...
just this
And I understand again
(as in the humility of
my new travel within you)
that while you are
rearranged as your atoms
you will remember me
(again)
(after a moment)
and the luxury
on your lips
is her wedding gift
to both of us
this mysterious sister
from so far
within you
she might as well be
another whole country
And as she slips back
away from me
into you
and then gone
I see myself
returning
to the embassy
of your eyes
to begin still
another application
for still
another visa
(each one good
for one visit only)
(each visit lasting
only one night)
Writing still another entry
into this phrase book
(disguised as poetry)
that helps me translate
I met Jerome on a busy city street in Baltimore, Maryland, when he was forty-five years old. On that particular day, I was out and about, enjoying a much-needed day off from work.
I wanted to purchase a sukiyaki sub. I parked my car in an area of
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