I can't get over him, because I crave him like a drug

I don't wish your pity or sympathy,
I am just relating the facts, my reality!
My man is walkin misery, that I can't deny,
As he turns me on, all I can do is sigh!
He cheats on me and plays games with my head,
But he is pure magic in bed.
He is Randy, a wayward Honey Bee,
He is a stud and pollenating every flower he does see.
He is so damn arrogant and isn't discreet,
He loves to tell me when he cheats.
I rant and rave and swear that I'll leave,
He chuckles and says," AWWW Baby, don't be peeved!"
" Daddy loves only you! Now be sweet!"
" You know Precious, you're Daddy's favorite treat!"
Oh Hell! He is such a sweet liar,
He makes his voice so deep and sexy, commandin my desire.
I am his fool for love, his willing slave,
I am his junkie, he is the drug I crave.
He keeps me on a sexual high,
When I come down, it's with shame, I burn and cry.
Sometimes I think about commiting suicide,
The only way to stop my craving to be at his side.
My cravin is so shameful, I have no control where he is concerned,
My foolish heatt is dumb and can't learn.
Where he is concerned, I am deaf, blind and dumb,
I am so helpless and ashamed of what I've become!

Music: Cocaine