Paradoxically Free



I have been both out and in
So in again now I know how

Lockdown is a word I know
I learned the hard way long ago
In the lockdown psych ward when
I checked out early for my third
Try to die but learned this word
I heard returned like I did then

I have my own lockdown now
At the Hi-Desert hideaway

As far away as a star
But far enough for me to be
For nearly seven years of
Living on forgiven by love
I am the one with the key
And I like it better this way

Far away is not too far
Not for a Steppenwolf like me

Inside out again I see
And lock the gate behind again
Having fifty masks to wear
If ever asked to go somewhere
Though Brother Dog and I stay
Behind we find us everywhere

Paradoxically free
Better now with the key somehow



Steven Curtis Lance