I gave her trust freely just because I knew
she must have been the one, and she wasn't.
I thought it would burn to learn that love's never returned.
But if just feels numb.
How could I ever have been so dumb to dream that you might also care.
Now I know, like I feared, the feeling was never there.
And it tears me apart to know I allowed one more
to enter my heart, and you parted it.
I hoped the sting would have ended but you just started it.
Now I walk alone again.
Search for home again but I have none.
Don't you think for a little we at least had fun?
For as short as the caring lasted,
I thought it was worth what might happen,
If you happened to be just like every other silly girl.
So I tried to give you the world and you crushed it.
I wish I could just remove you from my heart but you touched it.
Much of it was my fault I suppose.
I never should have let myself take a chance, become exposed.
I just wanted this to be special but you were just the same.
I still feel like only I can be to blame.
Once again I allowed my love to be lured.
I guess, like i thought, you just finally got bored.
Take care,
Sherry
Heartbreaking read!!
Love Tinka