Watching this old talking road whisper beneath my wheels a devil on my shoulder no more gone are it's haunted memories and misguided emotions.
Now we are companions our only common goal, to discover this elusive final destination.
I leave it to wander turning off toward my own misguided direction and whether it found it's peace is no longer my burden
The ocean looms before me mighty and a little God-like the arms of her waves reaching to encompass me sweep me up in a strong embrace and spirit me away
and though I love her I'll always love her this day I must elude her soar above her looking down apologetically as she reaches for me ever still
the pangs of her sadness give way to the heavenly peace of the clouds they float alongside of me my partners in this mission of total escape and rebirth
it will be as if I never existed before this day my world before this airplane was a bad dream and that bad dream I have banished it
the sleep that consumes me in perfect rythme with the droning the moaning of engines is all encompassing a wiping clean of this long jaded slate I awake an infant still curled in the fetal position that I've been imprisoned in so long
In the distance, through a slight winking of pearly white clouds I see her.
The brilliance of her colors the stunning light of her sunshine her beauty is not in being untouched but simply in being untouched by me
and I unfurl like wind in a sail like love in a heart long ago broken
I don't know what will happen when my feet touch the ground and this time, that's ok this time it will all be ok baby
This is my new birthday and I will celebrate it with you the two of us, reborn expelled from the past after long hours of screaming and terrifying pain we've finally arrived to this place inside us where life is real no longer a nightmare
Now we are companions our only common goal, to discover this elusive final destination.
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(((HUGS))) and much love, your tx. friend, karen lynn. :D