Who Am I
I don't think I like me now
This me I am with you anyhow
I used to laugh and smile a lot
Now my eyes are cloudy and blocked
On one hand I think I'm great
I'm mostly happy and such a delight
I feel so much joy and love from you
And I think you're just out of sight
On the other hand I am now worried
And I feel very close to flight
Don't know if I want to stay
Or if we're even worth the fight
No one has ever loved me like you
I've never loved another it's true
So why is it so hard to trust you again
I feel if I do I may just be giving in
Hurting you I never wanted to do
Controlling you isn't even my thought
Loving you forever would be nice
If I could just stop being afraid of you
It takes a long time for me to trust
When you take it away it's even worse
How do I let my head love and trust you
The way my heart already does
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By: Tonya L. Chatelain
July, 2008
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